Rest in Peace

[athene]

Spectre
October 13, 2000 - April 5, 2002




Hell-beast, brat, beloved cat.


Today lordaerith came home to find Spectre stiff and lifeless in 3Gs closet. We don't know how it happened. We are blaming ourselves: "I should have seen the signs." "We should have called the vet." etc. I feel very numb. I didn't believe him at first. But then I saw the cat with my own eyes. He was my first cat. Aerith is taking this very hard. I grieve silently because I must be there for him. Nayone is here too. That is good. The more love that people have around them when tragedy strikes, the better.

I still don't believe it. he was our first cat. I was even thinking about when he was going to get older and when i had a kid how he was going to react. i was thinking about how i would deal with the grief the child felt when he died. But I guess it will never happen.

An air of heaviness sits on the apartment tonight.

Good-bye Spectre. May you rest in peace.

Comments

[safirerings.livejournal.com]

I don't know what to say, so have some *hugs*

[wabres.livejournal.com]

That sucks. I'm so sorry to hear about Spectre.
If there is anything I can do, don't be afrid to ask.

[http://users.livejournal.com/adan-/]

Guys, I am so sorry.

So Sorry

[bellebet.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry about your kitty. I know I'd be crushed if i found either of my cats that way. ::HUGS::

[redfishie.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry. If you need to talk, give me a call or drop me an email.

Awww Kitty

[ex-corranth.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry for your loss. *hugs*

[brin-rheshira.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry...I know how you feel...I'm sorry

[reme.livejournal.com]

oh, babe. i'm so sorry to hear about spectre. i'm glad to hear you're surrounded by loved ones. i recently lost my kitty as well, so i definitely know how much it hurts.

*hugs*

-mia

[rhipowered.livejournal.com]

My sympathy.

[hermionesviolin.livejournal.com]

Oh, honey, i'm so sorry. Many hugs.

~Elizabeth

I'm so sorry.

[grinninfoole.livejournal.com]

Please accept my deepest condolences on your loss. I'm sure Spectre was a wonderful friend.

If it's not too corny, in times of loss, I try and take comfort in the motto: Omni mutantur, nihil interit. (I think I have that right.) May it help you, as well.f